I hate how I can tell the world how I feel about him, but when it comes down to telling him, I’m speechless. Like, I am in love with this guy. I never want to be without him. I miss how we use to talk from morning to morning. Making silly faces and eventually falling asleep on skype. Planning out our future. How we would probably be one of those old couples that bicker in stores about what i do not need while he hold my purse, possible racing eachother on those electric scooters. I can tell the world how much I love you so much, how much I want to spend my entire life with you and only you. Get married, have own little bundle of joy; the whole 9 yards. I never want to experience a second of life without you living it with me. But fuckk….